To alex-
I know ur probably going to hide this after ur done reading this, but to be honest, i don't really care if u do or not. But this is just a comment to let u know that u have hurt me alot through this school year and i would appreciate it if u stop trying to hurt me and just back off of my life and back off trying to steal my friends away. I would never do that to u, and i hope that u would stop. And fr maya, well, that is none of ur bussiness if i write journals about her or not, but the reason why i do write journals about her is so i could get advice on what to do because i'm trying to help maya and make her stop. i know that i probably wouldn't make her stop, because it really isn't my choice, but i just want to know people's advice. that's all i'm trying to do, not talk behind her back, nothing. I'm just trying to get some advice, and if u were ever a friend to me or ever a good friend to anyone, then i would appreciate it if u and kate stop gaining up on me, i would never do that to u, never. And don't even think about trying to say something else about why i write journals, because i know the reasons why i write them, and they are because i want advice.. and that's the only reason. And u have made me cry, u made me get hurt enough, and i would just appreciate it if u would just back off, okay? And just give it a rest. And fr u saying that i;m going to crash and burn and u don't care what happens to me, that is just rude, alex. And that is mean. How would u like it if i say something like that to u? U would get all defensive and then u would come up with something to say to make me feel useless, because that's what u like to do. U just would never get it a rest.. U just want to see me alone with no one to go to.. And alex, please just stop. Let's give it a rest. Let's put our pasts behind us and just forget about all of this, okay? Please? If u were ever a friend to me, a true friend would just lay off. A fake friend would just hurt me even more and come up to me tmmrw in school and then try to hurt me or tell on me, and i'm only writing this so u could know my side of the story, i accept ur side of the story, i really do, and i'm sorry if i hurt u, but i think that in my opinion we should lay off and go on with our seprate lives, because it's better that way. And i'm sorry if i hurt u, that's not my point on writing this, my point is that i'm asking u to lay off, and if u were ever a friend, then u would do that.

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I have many dreams that will hopefully come true one lucky day. I know they will, so believe in god and yourself.

Hey. Lay off of my sister. I don't care if you think she's wrong in what she's doing, it's none of your business anymore and she didn't ask for your input. Frankly, you're just pissing me off. Say one more thing that makes her feel like you've been making her feel (aka horrible) and you'll only be hurting yourself in the end. See, karma is a bitch, and it'll find a way to treat you like you treat others. I used to like you and think you were pretty cool, but now I can really see I was wrong... don't bother replying, by the way. I have better things to do with my time.
Leave her ALONE.

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